Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now

Heaven knows

He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know.

And though he's so far away
Strutting the globe each day
And even now he's gone
I'm still holdin' on.

So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breakin my heart
Don't wanna let him go.

Maybe Tony will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him
You've gotta set him free
Gordon will replace him
And the Party not disgrace him
So tell me where do I start
'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let him go.

Why I live in despair
'Cause wide awake or dreaming
I know he's never there
And all the time I act so brave
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?

Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows
Heaven knows
Heaven knows.

With acknowledgement and thanks to Rick Price

P.S. I may be miserable, but I've been greatly cheered by the all-time record volume of hits on this site over the past week. Thanks to you all. Together, we can make a difference. (If anyone knows what difference, please let me know.)